I've been wanting to blog for a long time but jus couldnt do it. I don't have the mood to log in my blogger. Im even more sick n tired jus looking at my previous blog skin. I dunno why. There's a lot i wanna blog about.
Dunno where to be begin. All i know that my life lately has not been that brighter than last time. Im getting sick n tired of work. I love my job but certain things in life jus bring me down. i know that i shouldnt let tis things affect me but sometimes when u couldnt hold on to.. u just have to let it go. Im fed up! Damn Fed up! why do i have to let tat asshole affect me so much. pple like him makes me think whether my career is worth it or not. im onli caring for his mother. not him! i know i shouldnt let him affect me so much. but i jus couldnt control it anymore. i realli hate going to work nowadays. its not that i did someting wrong or wat. but having to face all those s*** at work rather than nursing my aunties n uncles.
i love nursing. i can see myself doing nursing for a long time. dont think nursing is all wonderful as it seems to be. any kind of work has its ups n downs. i do know tat. but how long can u endure it. when u r at ur most unbearable limit, u just felt like resigning STAT. i've been thinking lately where i wanna go after spending 4 yrs at the same place again. i've thought of doing office hours cos i hate doing night duties. i dun wanna work in the ward anymore. Enough! ok... i might say this today but im not sure whether i can hold on to tis words. im fickle minded at times.
*sigh* we'll see how things goes.... i'll jus drag myself to work. work w/o passion. yeah.. i guess my passion is slowly fading away.. no! i dun wan tat. i love caring for my patients... ok, aunties n uncles... just pray tat tis missy of yours will stay longer to nurse u in the ward! Insyaallah..
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