im blogging in again after 2 days.. let me refresh what was happening for the past 2 days.. was sick yesterday so took mc... had urti again.. y am i getting sick so easily..? anyway,. let me start my story.. i had mentioned in my first blog entry bout tis same person. ok.. it seems tat she had complained bout my work performance. huh! finally... i was waiting for tat.. u dun have to give me hints tat im slackening or wat.. we had a good talk earlier in the afternoon.. kinda realli good talk.. mind u.. no cat fight or tongue lashing thingy... we had spoken bout how we felt towards each other's attitude at work.. well, at least i know y she threw tantrums at times.. i told her y my behaviour towards her was bad all the time everytime we spoke to each other.. all in all.. we know wats going on.. tis is jus some tat i will say over here.. watever it is.. i hope tat i can change my attitude.. i realise tat i have changed for the worse.. others may not see it but i do.. im not the girl who would apologise when i think im at fault or not.. maybe my ego is getting BIGGER.. i missed those times when i was really quiet.. talk when necessary.. now, im the opposite.. when im not supposed to talk.. i talk.. im getting hot tempered too.. well i cant remember whether pple get hurt over wat i say.. to those people whom i have hurt wif my words before.. *in my heart* im realli sorry.. i will try my best to be apologetic when i can.. i need to change slowly.. Wat's wrong wif me?! did the medicines tat i took knocked me out of my sense?! but watever it is.. i sincerely wish to change myself.. dun wan to be the crappy aida who talks crap all the times.. ok.. *roll eyes* i know im being sensitive again.. but then i jus felt tat i have lost respect from others... i dunno why.. i jus felt it.. is it becos i cant be serious... i jus talk nonsense too much..*sigh* i really dunno... alrite.. i'll stop here for now.. watever it is.. i will try to change for the better... try make the pple around me n myself happy... i wish for.. peace... *giggles*
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